The Past Week

The past week flew past in an blink of an eye. They say happy times pass really fast & I've to agree with this totally! Been meeting Alvin fo th whole of last week everyday. & the boy put in so so so much effort to spend time with me every single day of the week. From planning the day to picking me up to sending me home safely to bringing me to whereever I wanted to go & doing everything I wanted to do with him. I've nv felt this happier before. It was def the best time of my life! <3

Collected his visa from the Embassy on Friday before heading down to Pepperoni Pizzaria to meet his poly clique fo farewell dinner fo him. 

 Knowing how much I had wanted to go KTV again with him, he brought me to Kbox on Monday! :) We really sang our hearts out though it was freezing!! 

We did something different for the first time together; PRAWNING!! It was my virgin exp w bi & it turned out fun! We caught 3prawns in all in 3hrs. Though it seems really little BUT its always the quality that counts! The time we spent tgt was def smth that couldnt be replaced :)

Mother's Day this year was brunch at Paradise Inn @ Junction10 w the famfam on Sunday. Afterwhich, we did some grocery shopping & headed home. I packed my stuffs up and touched up the remaining last min things fo his present before meeting him up. In th evening was Mother's Day bbq at his place w his family. We had fun playing mj, bbq & chilling ard w th family. Then we sent him off tgt at the airport at night ;(

One of the best surprises came when ...

I saw this ....

 I always tell Alvin that I wanted a teddy bear frm Build-a-Bear workshop so so so much! Mainly also due to the fact that he was gg to be gone to US fo an exchange fo 6weeks and I thought I could hug onto the bear whenever I miss him. However, due to the fact that, on the very last week bef he left, we didnt hv much time to go & get th bear and I totally did not really care much as I felt that time was the most precious to us at the moment. I thought that there wasnt gonna b anymore teddy bear from him. HOWEVER, on the day before we went to his place for BBQ, he picked me up & we saw this when we went t th car. I WAS EFFING TOUCHED!! I nv thought this would come across to me that Alvin actually made all the effort to go down and get me a bear! I thought he had since forgotten it too. It was th moment that I felt that Alvin had changed so much and to a man that I knw I loved him and he def loves me as much! :') Touched I was, I didnt wanna cry in front of him cause I knw it was the last few hrs t spend tgt happily bef he flies off. I just wanted to let it be filled with happiness and laughter to keep them close to the heart <3 & he was REALLY sweet; 10thMay2012 is our 8th mth anni & that was th DOB of th bear! AWWWWW :')

Couldnt resist taking more photos w Alvin the bear(thats the bear name) & I sent it to Alvin jus now in the day. He said im a pretty girl! :D MELTS!!

This was the very moment that i gave him the very last hug & photo tgt. I was crying in my heart so badly but I didnt on the outside simply because I didnt want him to worry.

To the amazing man of my life; Alvin Tan,

Thanks for ALL the love, care & joy you've brought into my life for th past 8mths plus. I nv thought that it'd all be that awesome. Honestly speaking, the early months of our r/s was def smth that maybe wasnt experience by many other couples out there. We fought, quarrelled & cried like mad. Sometimes, it could be a daily thing. At some point of time, we both got so so so tired of quarrelling every single day & was on a cold war mode. I believe we had wanted to give up at one point of time but we didnt. Im very glad we fought on tgt & managed to walk tgt till now. It might hadnt been easy but I can be very sure now that all that was put in was all worth the fight. I nv regret a single bit being tgt with u 8mths ago. From confessing to you that I've fell for u till waiting for u till getting igonred by you till the day you asked me officially t be your gf & till now, I TRULY AM GLAD THAT U"RE MY MAN! :)) Thank you bibi (thats how i always call u & will always do) for all that u've done fo me. Im waiting for u here in Sg to hug u again in my arms 6weeks later <3

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Definitely, th start of this 6weeks without Alvin has jus begun. Im fighting hard here in Sg t the day where I can see him again & hug him so tight. I told myself the best thing I could do now for him is to be independent , mature & not let him worry a single bit abt me. Though th feeling of missing someone is hard t fight away but I knw I can keep them inside my heart. When I miss him terribly, I hug th bear he gave, look at the photos we took & think of the wonderful days we spent tgt. & whenI do, I knw he's gonna b back really soon. 

I told myself that everyday I'll learn smth new & so that when the day he returns I know I've become someone better :) I'll try to write a diary soon & hopes to give it as a gift when he returns. I know I will & i can do it for these 6 weeks:)