These days has been really awesome hanging out w Alvin for almost every single day. I'm really happy & touched that he puts in so much efforts to spend time with me knowing that he's gonna be away in US for 6 whopping weeks. & when I say those efforts, it really meant ALOT based on the fact that he used t be someone who wouldnt do much of these when we first got tgt. & this r/s 8mths and gg, had brought so much changes in both of us. Some of these changes are good while there're bound to be the bad ones. But nevertheless, we would always try to work things out when they hit the rough patch. & I hv to say the first few mths of our r/s wasnt as good as it seemed to be. We had ALOT of rough patches along the way. Maybe it was due t the fact that we both hv very different personality and thinking and that leads to major quarrels each time. And when that happens, neither of us gives in. So the fight can get really bad sometimes. Moving on along, we def felt the need t make this whole r/s better for th future. We both gave in and compromise each other's weaknesses, made changes for good and always work things out when they go wrong. I dont deny we still have quarrels at times but def things are so so so much better now as compared to the past. We walked thru alot more than any other couple would hv. But I'm sure all these are worth for the longer journey that awaits for us. As for th 6weeks w/o him physically beside me, Im prepared fo it. Not 100% well-prepared but im rdy t face the challenge. Im sure aft this, i'd be someone mentally & emotionally stronger & our r/s will b even stronger than before. It's hard to face them but I knw fearing t face it would b worse. Instead, countdown to the day I'd see u again :)

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Anyways, the holidays has started for me. Im currently looking fo a job as well as managing everything of the bs. Hopefully everything will go very well fo it! I'm having rather high hopes on it :) I've a few things in mind t achieve this holi ;

- Sign up fo baking classes
- Workout more in gym (need to hit 43kg)
- GET A JOB
- Become fairer w me being hardworking t apply whitening lotion daily
- BS to be a success
- Able t manage everything

Quite a few things to work hard for and Im sure if I achieve them, i'd feel rather accomplished. So, I am ALL rdy t undertake them on a brand new Monday next week! :D Hv a great weekends folk!