"When you truly move on and let go of your past, will you then truly find happiness"

Happiness comes in all forms and everyone has a different definition of "happiness". 

To some, a simple home cooked meal with their loved ones, to some, maybe in terms of presents, surprises and to some, just simple love from a someone they love.

I believe everyone wish and loves to be loved in return.

Happiness to me, comes in many different forms; love for family, for my friends, love from them, being able to have a fulfilling day at work, having happy foods, happy colors, simple workouts, running, eating, sleeping and just being me.

Happiness can also be a simple day spent at home on a Sunday simply doing nothing but camwhoring :D

Love is about appreciating not possessing.

Weekly weekends routine never fails; 5km weekend run clocked!

Weekends went by fast and Monday came in once again. Started Monday with rather happy positive thoughts and iny my fav bling sneakers!

Day of work wasn't as bad. Always hectic but fulfilling enough. The Monday was good to go and I had a dinner date with Em after work to Vivocity. Well supposingly our "grocery shopping" for our bento challenge on Wednesday.



Food glalore! Local fare still taste the best!



Rather filling dinner ended us up at the supermarket, Daiso and Tangs for some window shopping.

In the end, only I managed to get my groceries done for th challenge since I would b having gym classes on tuesday nights and impossible to get my ingredients. 

And we had a walk after dinner & grocery shoppin' to the rooftop. Nice place to sit and have a talk with. We shared alot more and understand each other even more. Maybe you don't need the perfect reason and time to let things fall tgt but it just do when it is right. 

Wednesday came fast and so it was our bento challenge; 

Breakfast was homemade mini sandwiches (cut out with lots of effort), sausages, veg, tomatoes and apple orange for fruits!



It is definitely my kinda breakfast :D 

Lunch was heavier with some healthy carbs along;

Mega wholemeal sandwich packed in with lots of goodness :)

Thursday was yet another busy day of work but I was glad wednesday made up the work blues away!
#ootd:
Denim shirt: Ohvola
Skirt: TheStageWalk
Bag:Yevetually
Shoes:OhVola

It was also MINIONS day! And my efforts of running to the mac and jus risking my work time for it was ALL WORTH IT! I bought all 3! :DD

TGIF! I was indeed a happy girl when I saw PEPERO, probably the only choco I like now would be this.

And the very amazing thing happened, we bought each other Pepero unknowingly!

Super magical! I mean chances of you and someone getting the same thing for each other will be rather little?

I was very dubious of r/s and love ever since the previous one failed on me. I wouldn't accord all of what happened to be his fault, cause I too have my flaws last time. I was immature and maybe not yet ready enough to handle a r/s well. Hence, in the end, the r/s couldn't work out to its best. 

After being single, I began to doubt alot in r/s and people I meet and went out on dates with. 

I would think they are not true, just being the person they wan me to see I will end up with and maybe not having similar thoughts enough with me. 

When I met Em, it came across as a friend. A really simple friend whom I've nv said Hi before to.

But when he brought me out on a dinner date to Au Chocolat (which kinda took me bck) and I was kinda sure this man here wants to date me. And when we took on more weekends tgt, I know this wasn't a simple just for fun thing. I could sense this man's seriousness. Making efforts to plan where to bring me for weekend brunch, where to head for the remaining of the day and always sharing with me good food places to go to. 

We can spend the day walking, having some coffee and more talking. I guess we like to share. 

His daily small acts always makes me know how appreciative he is of me. He's a guy who showers me with lil constant assurance through words and actions, letting me know where he is, always placing my concerns before him, someone who does hv his own thinkings, has his own space and gives me space and respects me alot. I would feel a man is a good one if he knows how to respect woman. He does it in his way but makes me feel he respects me enough. These are all little acts of love he shows to me making me feel secured and loved. I guess I am beginning to open up more. But sometimes I'd qustion myself whether do I really deserve all of these. A man that is so true and good to me? My fears will then come out and overtake all the thoughts I have. However, I know time do tell how true this man is and I seek to find out. I am giving myself a good 2months to adapt slowly.

Everyday now feels like a dream. A dream that I really can't believe is happening to me. I did bad things before and was someone mean before so how do I deserve all these?

I am thankful nonetheless for all that is happening now in my life, my family and me are as close, my friends and me are maintinaing our friendships well and someone who appreciates me quite alot. Maybe this is another chapt of life that I am moving into and I shld slowly tuned well to it. 

Let time tell me whether I shld tke on this step.

Love,

Rach