ファイター

ファイター; Fighter Today I'd like to write up on the word, fight. Funny as the word may sound, it's jus yet another 5 letter word. But the meaning and impact of how the word can bring across is def more than just a simple 5 letter word. Everyone would love to see themselves as a fighter in their own lives. We all fight for different things in our lives. Some of us fight for a living; having been unable to be on a more decent financial status now, these people work extra hard to earn a decent living for themselves or their family, Some of us fight for ourselves; our dreams and goals that we hope to achieve, Some of us fight for a r/s; things may have went wrong somewhere somehow and all one can do is to fight on to salvage the love between 2 people, Some of us fight to live another day; these people are usually the strongest. I didnt used to be a fighter. In fact, I wasn't. It was only until last year that I went through so much of my life that I became one after I moved on from the past. I felt stronger mentally and physically. In the past, things I thought I couldn't have done it, I did it. As such, I thought I will never be able to live without someone but I did it. I never thought I will be happier without him but I am now. I never thought I will change to be someone better than who I was, I did it. I never thought I'd become so strong mentally but I just did. Maybe it was the faith that never die inside that kept me fighting each day. I rmb how much the pain can eat me up inside daily but yet I continue to fight on. T add on, love from family and friends kept me going, companionship from there, being here for me anytime be it in person or a phonecall - all these was part of what kept me fighting. I never thought I'd be fine someday and look back laughing at how silly I used to be but it happened. And I am glad that somehow those bad times happened for me to better appreciate what life has for me. Everyday of my life now, I fight for diff things. I fight at work (not with my colleagues of course) but fight to have a better day and to make it more fulfilling. I fight for my family who loves me as much thru my good and bad. I fight for my friends who showers me with all the love,concern and companionship. I fight for myself, cause I wanna be better as I grow. And I fight for my dreams though far but one day I can, I am sure. I do not need to be as fast as many others but as long as I believe, I can make it happen one day. To go through a fight isn't easy. It involves alot of faith, beliefs and strength. To those who're fighting, be it for whatever you're fighting for, make the fight a good one, fight till the end whatever the outcome will be. At the same time, don't lose urself either. Its contridicting i know but thats what fight is about. And as much as the pain eats u up, find a way to release them slowly. Always rmb u're not alone and will nv be alone. Fight hard and well. Love, Rachh